GOING AGAINST EVERYTHING I’VE ALWAYS BELIEVED IN. FUCK BEING NICE, FUCK BEING HONEST, FUCK BEING HUMANE. WHEN YOU KNOW WHAT THE TRUE FRIENDSHIP IS, YOU DON’T WANNA SETTLE FOR ANYTHING LESS. I STOPPED CARING ABOUT PEOPLES FEELINGS. I CAN BE CYNICAL AND TWO-FACED AS WELL. YOU WANT IT? HERE YOU GO.
good to have realness around me. even for one day.
so, i finally got to see my friend. we drove about 60 miles to liverpool, went to the cinema with a large ass imax 3d screen. then went a bit of ‘sightseeing’.. the sea was beautiful over there. also the strong wind came by and made my eyes water so it looked like something else was happening.. but yea. im happy i get to get away from everyone even for few hours and spend time with...
NOW PLAYING: SKYLAR GREY - INVSIBLE
over the last 8 months i relaxed too much. i allowed myself too much. i allowed myself to trust people i shouldn’t have. simple secret. there’s only one idiot. there’s only one idiot in my life, it’s me. and it tends to pop up when i make mistakes. and i only have myself to blame.
one friend in a whole country. that’s my recent rule. others are just acquaintances. ‘others’ tend to exaggerate their importance tho. … i am not your friend.
NIGHTMARES PT II
I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT CAN MAKE ME HAPPY ANYMORE. I SLEEP WITH HEADPHONES, EVEN THO IT HURTS COS I SLEEP ON MY SIDE. AT LEAST THAT WAY I LISTEN TO MUSIC INSTEAD OF MY THOUGHTS. LESSON NEVER LEARNT THO.
I’M EITHER DEPRESSED OR EMOTIONALLY NUMB. NEVER HAPPY.
[[MORE]]i am really into hairy guys.
THE BLOOD. THE MINE. THE YOURS. COMBINED.
its actually painful how familiar everything feels right now…. the emotions, the thoughts, even the scent of air… i fucking love u………….. fuck my life
fuck. it takes me back like two years ago when i first when in love with you. and we used to talk all the time. now we repeating that. and i still love you. fuuuuuuuuuuuuck. frown
IN LOVE FOR 777 DAYS
I FORGET THERE’S ONLY 12 MONTHS IN A YEAR
SMART & CHILDISH THAT’S THE BALANCE I LOVE
STILL IN LOVE… YEA, STILL LOVE YOU
I agree with Quiton tho. The knife fans WUD eat their shit if they had a chance… The knife are just taking the piss out of industry. Risky. very risky tho. Karin, please, when you’re over with shaking your bodies and habitual please, take fans into consideration for once and put on an actual show a.k.a silent shout tour / fever ray tour
The Knife Live is not so Live?? F… Had no internet for a while, going thru videos and pages… People are raging. Was it really that bad?? I think i died a little. Ah.[[MORE]] What the fuck are they doing tho?? The whole shaking the habitual thing is really really really scaring me tbh. Like, what’s this show??? I can recognize Karin’s and Olof’s faces in the...
HOW DO YOU LIVE WHEN HALF OF THE TIME OF BEING ALIVE YOU WISH YOU WERE DEAD
TAKE YOUR TIME AND APPRECIATE WHAT YOU GOT. AND I WILL TRY AND LIVE FOR A WHILE.
I NEVER SHOULDA LET YOU GO.
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THE KNIFE MARATHON
DO YOU REMEMBER THE TIME WHEN IT USED TO BE SO EASY DO YOU REMEMBER THE TIME YOU SAID YOU’LL NEVER LEAVE ME WHY’D YOU GO?
I PROVED U WRONG BTW, SO FUCK YOU.
I CAN DEAL WITH ONE PERSON GOING AT ME. NOT FIVE