good to have realness around me. even for one day.

so, i finally got to see my friend. 

we drove about 60 miles to liverpool, went to the cinema with a large ass imax 3d screen. then went a bit of ‘sightseeing’.. the sea was beautiful over there. also the strong wind came by and made my eyes water so it looked like something else was happening.. but yea. im happy i get to get away from everyone even for few hours and spend time with the only person i really wanna spend time with. i’m sad again tho, i barely see him so idk, im kinda bored if im not with him. fuck.

LADIES AND GENTS. SKYLAR

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SKYLAR GREY - INVSIBLE

over the last 8 months i relaxed too much.

i allowed myself too much.

i allowed myself to trust people i shouldn’t have.

simple secret.

there’s only one idiot.

there’s only one idiot in my life, it’s me.

and it tends to pop up when i make mistakes. 

and i only have myself to blame. 

one friend in a whole country.

that’s my recent rule.

others are just acquaintances.

‘others’ tend to exaggerate their importance tho.

… i am not your friend.

On a related (Dreijer) note, It’s an Oni Ayhun nite.

hologramparade, is that u? 

p.s cool stuff

NIGHTMARES PT II

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KISS LAND

I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT CAN MAKE ME HAPPY ANYMORE. I SLEEP WITH HEADPHONES, EVEN THO IT HURTS COS I SLEEP ON MY SIDE. AT LEAST THAT WAY I LISTEN TO MUSIC INSTEAD OF MY THOUGHTS. LESSON NEVER LEARNT THO. 

I’M EITHER DEPRESSED OR EMOTIONALLY NUMB.

NEVER HAPPY. 

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